God I am so desperate. I have to get a boyfriend soon.
I have a new idol, Matt Damon. And it's so typical of me to choose one already takn. Pathetic of me to try and prevent my heart from breaking when seeing a caption saying 'Matt Damon and his lovely wife...'.
Pathetic.
Worse still, I have to argue with myself that the picture they make while taking a walk is really sweet or not. ARGH!!!
If one is not gay the other is taken.
And I always hated that stupid phrase but it is just so true.
Not like anyone I've chosen so far is really attainable in anyway (another tick for miserability), but I swear if the one reasonable guy I fall for and is within my grasp is either one of that, (by taken, I mean married) I'll go lesbian.
Not really. But I guess I'll just take them into a larger consideration.
But Matt Damon is so totally cool.
And, to me, he's not even a pretty boy. He's not the usual I would go for, that's for sure. But I guess it has something to do with me loving the gay Randy Harrison in the first place.
I have a new idol, Matt Damon. And it's so typical of me to choose one already takn. Pathetic of me to try and prevent my heart from breaking when seeing a caption saying 'Matt Damon and his lovely wife...'.
Pathetic.
Worse still, I have to argue with myself that the picture they make while taking a walk is really sweet or not. ARGH!!!
If one is not gay the other is taken.
And I always hated that stupid phrase but it is just so true.
Not like anyone I've chosen so far is really attainable in anyway (another tick for miserability), but I swear if the one reasonable guy I fall for and is within my grasp is either one of that, (by taken, I mean married) I'll go lesbian.
Not really. But I guess I'll just take them into a larger consideration.
But Matt Damon is so totally cool.
And, to me, he's not even a pretty boy. He's not the usual I would go for, that's for sure. But I guess it has something to do with me loving the gay Randy Harrison in the first place.
Between
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Changing my target from Gay to Married is not an improvement. Though Tiff was rather relieved that he's my first straight idol in a while. At least the top one. I do love a man that strikes me as cute/handsome/beautiful, whether straight or gay. I just had an obsession with Queer as Folk, and thus, Randy Harrison and the gay characters for a while.
And too bad that the courage I value for coming out to the world is for homosexuals only. If straight guys can impress me with courage they are pretty rare.
;)
LYL
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