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Creepy cool music videos.

The first one that made an impression on me a long time ago. I think the MV was the thing that got me even interested in the song.


Another great one that pulled me deeper into the punk rock culture. Recommended by a penpal. Wonderful song.


Found a beautiful new one with a great lyrics. Really creepy puppet part.


There's a little creepy house
In a little creepy place
Little creepy town
In a little creepy world
Little creepy girl
With her little creepy face
Saying funny things that you have never heard

Do you know what it's all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

She has a little creepy cat
And a little creepy bat
Little rocking chair and an old blue hat
That little creepy girl
Oh she loves to sing
She has a little gift
An amazing thing
With her little funny eyes of hazel
With her little funny old blue hat
She will go and set the world on fire
No one ever thought she could do that

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

Flitter up
and Hover down
Be all around
Be all around

You know that I love you, go on

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

LYL

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Found a funny Japanese vlogger:




Why isn't out McDonald's ever that cool?
We should really learn from Japan.




Remeber this one?


This is funny


While researching condom advertisements before for the video we made, I never saw this one:

Beautiful preformances

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So cool!!! The crowd!! Thsi si the audience I want to be in front of one day.

Don't know how or why. Just want to be.

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These are the kind of performers who you would go and watch even though you've never heard of their songs.



I don't know what the heck he was saying but it was fun and moving and it just made me feel good.





It's such a rare find when you actually cry at a performance. When you don't feel only pure joy, excitement or anitcipation, but also sadness, despari and regret. Because those are the times that can push you to be a better person.

LYL

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I went for the entrepreneurship workshop today. To say that I didn't learn anything is a lie. I did. But it didn't change my mindset. Mostly cos my mindset I feel is mostly set in the money-making form already.

Now it's whether to continue going for these workshops....

I want to be rich!!! And I'm finding ways of doing that.

They showed this video today and I don't know what it is about this video, but it just makes people feel.....

Inspired? Say, "I don't want to be like thema" or "I want to be like them"?

I don't know....

See for yourself.



Nee kurumi
Kono machi no keshiki wa kimi no me ni dou utsuru no?
Ima no boku wa dou mieru no?

Nee kurumi
Dare ka no yasashi sa mo hiniku ni kikoete shimaun da
Sonna toki wa doushitara ii?

Yokatta koto dake omoidashite
Yake ni toshioita kimochi ni naru
To wa ie kurashi no naka de
Ima ugokidasou toshite iru
Haguruma no hitotsu ni naranakute wa naa
Kibou no kazu dake shitsubou wa fueru
Sore demo asu ni mune wa furueru
"Donna koto ga okorun darou?"
Souzoushite mirun da yo

Nee kurumi
Jikan ga nani mo ka mo arai tsuresatte kurereba
Ikiru koto wa jitsu ni tayasui

Nee kurumi
Are kara wa ichidou mo namida wa nagashite nai yo
Demo honki de warau koto mo sukunai

Doko ka de kake chigaete kite
Kigatsukeba hitotsu amatta BOTAN
Onaji you ni shite dare ka ga moteamashita BOTANHOORU ni
Deau koto de imi ga dekita nara ii
Deai no kazu dake wakare wa fueru
Sore demo kibou ni mune wa furueru
Juujiro ni dekuwasu tabi
Mayoi mo suru darou kedo

Ima ijou o itsumo hoshigaru kuse ni
Kawaranai ai o motome utau
Soushite haguruma wa mawaru
Kono hitsuyou ijou no futan ni
GISHI GHISHI nibui oto o tate nagara
Kibou no kazu dake shitsubou wa fureru
Sore demo asu ni mune wa furueru
"Donna koto ga okorun darou?"
Souzoushite miyou
Deai no kazu dake wakare wa fueru
Sore demo kibou ni mune wa furueru
Hikikaeshi chaike nai yo ne
Susumou kimi no inai michi no ue e

I was personally so moved that I emo'ed the whole night. That is.. until I started watching youtube again....

But it makes you think how you want your life to be like. I don't want to end up living and hating my life just because of money. Or the lack thereof. It's not worth it.

So I wanna beat the system and get the money to work for me and then feel free to do whatever I want after that.

I have a whole plan set out that I am too lazy to put down here. But I have it in my notebook.

It starts today!!!

:)
LYL

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Be tough, and don't give up...

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I have been lazing around for the past couple of months so I thought it was about time to put a post up. Ahahha. THoug I will have to advertise this cos most would have already forgotten about my blog cos I never update it.

I'm bumming around till I get a job. And since I'm so bored, I'm taking up a few things to occupy myself during this time even though I would have to spend some precious money during for it.

QL just came back and reminded me that I have to wake up early for a photoshoot for her tomorrow. Technically today. Hm.... I should be sleeping.

I went to meet with a girl I met in front of NLB today. She was promoting the Cashflow workshop, which I had never heard of before, to me. It was created by the 'Rich Dad, Poor Dad' Author.

I am very good at embracing my role and being interested in whoever is talking to me. So, once again, my acting skills proved to be too good.

I paid $10 today for a workshop I was but merely slightly curious about. But since I went through so much trouble to get it....

I am convinced it is as she says, a workshop based around this board game by this author. But my parents keep telling me it's another MLM business. I am not dumb. and me instincts are better than they seem.

I made a bet with B-Gor to see whether I'm right. A 'KungFu Panda' movie ticket. Which... was the choice of my sis. Hm... cos I'm not interested in it...

And I'm taking up dance lessons for the month of June. ECNAD Education (A dance studio) was having a promotion where you paid $120 for the whole month to join any class for that month.

Of course they have to be beginner classes. SO I'm going for it. Might as well...

Erm... Oh YEAH!!! I forgot to mention one thing!!

I think I am getting too bored at home!!! I have actually started idolising again!! I mean I do that all the time but this time, it's another BOY BAND!!! AAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!

QL's fav group.... Their songs are not even that nice..... Sobs....

Though some of them do sing very well.

Well I mainly like them for their humurous personalities, their ability to make fun of themselves. That's pretty rare for a pretty boy group.

The most handsome.. Choi Siwon



The most attitude (and that's whyI like him).. Kim Heechul

I don't want to name all 13 because I am not so crazy and I do want to sleep tonight. But they're all actually very cute and nice. Their Youtube videos are always worth watching... Super Junior.

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I'm Back!!!!

I actually woke up about an hour ago. But I slept at 4am. Hahah.

Too lazy to upload pics and blog at the same time, so go to my facebook profile!!

Thailand was such a fun experience. Maybe it was the going with girl friends and acting crazy that it was so much more fun. (Definitely cannot act crazy with your parents.) And we all had the same motive of shopping and bargaining. (Dad doesn't shop so he walks ahead and what a spoiler that is).

The Thais are more friendly than I ever rememeber them being. Actually, my previous trip I hardly spoke to any Thais. I think they are more open to 4 girls than to a whole family.

Bought too many things. S$450? I think I spent. But! most of it was for other people, not for myself. The most expensive purchase was the sea-shell cuff links for B-gor's b-day, which is today, which cost about S$41.

Bought 3 bags, 2 of which are white which are slightly stained by the stupid airport conveyor belts. Haven't washed them yet. The other one is a Bart Simpson one. Good buys. All around S$8-12.

Bought lots of clothes. I think about 10 pieces for me. Ahahah. And 2 shoes. Decided to just buy them since my yellow pair doed there. One ribbon dropped off.

2nd day, didn't manage to change my appointment with Jane, so had to rush off 10 minutes after meeting Zidov. But, no worries, I plan on returning again.

3rd and last night. I hadn't had me Pahd Thai I promised myself and JY was hungry. The BB cafe downstairs at our hotel (Baiyoke Boutique. Good place with friendly staff) so we went over to the Baiyok Sky in our pajamas. Hahah.

Turns out their restaurant was still open and we were the only ones there!! Uber cool experience.

I had my Pahd Thai and JY had a beef patty burger which is the best I've ever tasted. McDonald's go to hell! Never eating another burger from anywhere else (apart from Carl's Junior) ever again. I mean in Singapore. Not elsewhere.

I got a... Fried Vermicelli with Pork Salad that is now at near the top of my favourite things to eat in Thailand.

Oohhh!! I tried the fried bugs!! I bought the frogs cos they seemed less disgusting but a bit unnerving cos it was a whole tiny frog in the midst of jumping/swimming/whatever.

They were good but nobody wanted to share except JY so eat until sian. Hahah. The guy let us try a bit of grasshopper though. That was nice. TT freaked out when I held it to her face in the middle of 7-11. The whole store was staring.

Oh the first night also went for what Jane calls an animal show, the Thai Girl show. Like watching very practised, un-hot porn.

But it was amazing what they could do with the women's anatomy. The canon banana was amazing. The razor-blades eye-opening, the ribbons and flowers very pretty, the dance boring and the sex a turn-off.

We took tuk-tuks everywhere we went. Only took the MRT and BTS from Lumphinee where we were meeting ZD to Siam to meet Jane. Not worth it to take a tuk-tuk alone and the train was faster.

Next day went back to Siam with the girls to shop. We've decided that when going there, we will go to Platinum Mall and Pratunam (next to each other) first, then Siam to shop. Other places for fun only. Ganna chopped everywhere else.

But everything was fun and exciting!!! Check out the pics at my facebook profile.

Now, back to reality, sending in my resumes to some companies from fusion.


:D
LYL

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Oooooooook.

I just won the other Jason Bourne Collection.

Which means I have 2 now.

Which means that I have just spent around S$200.

I am the best in the world.

Well. My budget's S$2000. Since I passed the S$1500 mark. I am going to buy my whole QAF set.

I am full of shit.

:)
LYL

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I finally got my Jason Bourne Collection. WT and JA were there with me (in the 21st century sense) when it happened. So was QL.

Great job everybody!!!!!

Muhahahahaha. At least QL.

I got smart after the first bidding where I lost out by 1 measley cent and raise my bidding price from USD46.01 to USD56.53.

It worked. Stupid guy tried to outbid me in the last 20 secs man. But I got the set for 51.56!!! or 53. Whatever. I got it!!!!

Such a shopoholic.

Was telling Pearl and DH recently that I don't really want to be. But those who actually read this blog will know who are the culprits who made me what I am, in part. (Ehem. It's you.)

Spent about $100 that day getting a skirt, shirt, and DVDs. Some I bought on a whim. The DVDs I mean. And I had a $20 voucher.

I look forward to and dread my Bangkok and Thailand trips. I am paying for myself, you know.

I guess I just give such things to myself to make my life a bit more interesting.

Ok. Gonna sleep. NIGHT!!!

:)
LYL

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Believe it or not, this video gives me inspiration in the non-'i-wanna-jump-that-guy' sense. I want to make people watch and go 'wow' everytime they watch it. Like I do everytime I watch this.



And I think if this show wasn't gay and hot, I'd so totally diss it. When it is not confronting gay issues head on, it really is such a bloody soap opera I never know why I bother with it.

Oh yah... the blond hottie, Randy Harrison.



Ok! So he was a bit effeminate here but! I really respect him as a guy for being comforatable being effeminate. Of course Peter Paige is great too.

Try that on for size straight men.

Then the other hottie who doens't have any hot shots in this stupid video, Gale Harold. I love him cos, honestly, he is brave AND hot.



Oh oh...that guy who plays Ben too. Eh... Robert Gant.

Watch season 3... I think. Damn he has a hot bod.

And I'll be very honest, This next video is one of the many that make me wanna do what I wanna do.



I love laughing at people.

Another reason why I want to be a director u=is to make such shows. Because you can just slap people with them.



Woohoo....!! I found a cool vid of behind the scenes!!



And I don't care what you think but I watch these to see how the CREW works.

This next one is funny. Cock-load (pun intended) of homo jokes. Catch the one where Cody says "Fucking faggots!!" and Randy pretends to want to fight him. "Did you just call me 'faggots'?"

In case you don't get it, Randy one of the 2 of the main cast who is gay in real life as well as in the show.



I think you've had enough gay stuff for now. I need to start watching and stop wasting my time blogging.

So many hot gay men to watch, so little time.

;P
LYL

P.S. I forgot my fav funny moment.

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Well, yesterday was the last day of IAP.

Honestly, I don't know whether I'm sad or not. I got so used to working there and going there without worrying about school.

Luckily we've been talking about getting ready for Fusion from a few weeks before so the return of reality isn't as jarring as it could have been.

I think the whole preparation for the show will be more tedious than actually technically difficult. That is.. except for the website...

The whole concept (if it is even enough to be called that) is simple but still, I want to make it nice-looking. Not cheap, although that is a fact.

And the prom... oh, the prom. If noone is bringing the $30 I'm gonna give it all up.

After I mass-murder all of them.

It's just a simple buffet and they're giving me hell for it. It's not worth the damn trouble for some (not all of them are) ingrates.

I should be doing my IAP report but I'm reading fanfiction and updating my blog. Shows how much I don't actually want to do it. I'm updating my blog!!

I'm getting fat. Don't know why people celebrate CNY. It kills you with calories.

Oh.. yeah... The Ang Paos...

;P
LYL

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Hey gals. Check this out. You will love it!!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=aEApBfREmUQ

;D
LYL

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I need to blog before this wierd mood runs out again. But dunno what to blog about.

Bought 2 new jeans - blue & brown. BLUE JEANS!!!! WOOHOO!!!

They are with Jie Ying though, cos she collected it for me tha day after I sent it for alteration.

I've got the preparations for the grad night almost all set and suddenly, we may not have it at all. Because some people just don't want to use some of their money to celebrate with everyone else.

I mean, come on, we all know we all must be dedicated in our line of work to survive, that money means a lot, and so does our time. But that doesn't mean you can't give some money to this once in a lifetime graduation.

Unless you want to get another diploma then go ahead.

Honestly if they are going to ruin my graduation party, I'll... ... Next time when I'm doing any projects I die-die won't use them.

Oh ya, bought a cute pink top also. $32. Erm... Don't think about it. (My money...) It was cute though.

Then... tomorrow going shopping with Ting, maybe JY, at Wisma. Dunno whether should go mani-pedi ebfore that. My mum got me an appointment long ago. Hm...

Hope tomorrow night not much work again.

I'm getting lazy. Getting used to not having work and wasting time. This is not good.

Damn. Website how?

:]
LYL

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We had nothing to do cos now my stupid video stopped exporting and we're rendering it again. There's about 2 hours more. Then after that I think have to export again. Another 3 hours.

So Ting and I made a llittle goodbye present for Jaryl.

She took a piece of tissue paper and I took the yellow pad I've been eyeing at Sammi, the producer's, table for super long. And we each wrote a message.

I don't know what she wrote. I didn't see. But I caught a glimpse of lips and 'Jaryl'.

I made a whole list about stupid stuff we remebered and asked him to remember, with the help of Ting.

Then Ting made an envelope and then came the 'act like his secret admirers' game.

We sneaked up to his room, bust a gut laughing trying to open the squeky door, asked David to hush, then Ting opened he door while I threw the letter in then we ran out.

Whew. So old school crush kind of thing.

Then we went back, almost died trying to open the door quietly again, peeked in and saw him reading the letter, which he took damn long to do so, (didn't know he was such a slow reader), then got bored and came back here.

TaDAAAAA!!!!

What an eventful morning!

:D
LYL

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Now have free time Ting has been asking me to blog so here I am. I have nothing to write actually. But when I say that, actually means I have a lot of crap that passes through my mind that will come out.

Like now.

And the moment I start writing Ting asks me to go for supper. We just had so much junk food from the Pasa Malam.

Need to go on diet again. Or at least excercise. CNY coming up. And our photoshoot.

Need to slim down to look good in new clothes.
Need a bigger ass. Cos no matter what bottoms I buy they never fit well anyway.
Need to have breast reduction. It is the most irritating thing in the world when the res fit perfectly except there.
Arms need to slim down.
Need money. Lots and lots of money.

Selling things on ebay. Not much and some I'm just trying my luck out see whether can sell.

Lost my phone. Replaced with a 2nd hand Nokia one that sucks.

Today is the last day of Jaryl's internship. Ting wants to kiss him.

Ok... Nothing. If I'm too bored again latr can type somemore.

:P
LYL