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Believe it or not, this video gives me inspiration in the non-'i-wanna-jump-that-guy' sense. I want to make people watch and go 'wow' everytime they watch it. Like I do everytime I watch this.



And I think if this show wasn't gay and hot, I'd so totally diss it. When it is not confronting gay issues head on, it really is such a bloody soap opera I never know why I bother with it.

Oh yah... the blond hottie, Randy Harrison.



Ok! So he was a bit effeminate here but! I really respect him as a guy for being comforatable being effeminate. Of course Peter Paige is great too.

Try that on for size straight men.

Then the other hottie who doens't have any hot shots in this stupid video, Gale Harold. I love him cos, honestly, he is brave AND hot.



Oh oh...that guy who plays Ben too. Eh... Robert Gant.

Watch season 3... I think. Damn he has a hot bod.

And I'll be very honest, This next video is one of the many that make me wanna do what I wanna do.



I love laughing at people.

Another reason why I want to be a director u=is to make such shows. Because you can just slap people with them.



Woohoo....!! I found a cool vid of behind the scenes!!



And I don't care what you think but I watch these to see how the CREW works.

This next one is funny. Cock-load (pun intended) of homo jokes. Catch the one where Cody says "Fucking faggots!!" and Randy pretends to want to fight him. "Did you just call me 'faggots'?"

In case you don't get it, Randy one of the 2 of the main cast who is gay in real life as well as in the show.



I think you've had enough gay stuff for now. I need to start watching and stop wasting my time blogging.

So many hot gay men to watch, so little time.

;P
LYL

P.S. I forgot my fav funny moment.

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Well, yesterday was the last day of IAP.

Honestly, I don't know whether I'm sad or not. I got so used to working there and going there without worrying about school.

Luckily we've been talking about getting ready for Fusion from a few weeks before so the return of reality isn't as jarring as it could have been.

I think the whole preparation for the show will be more tedious than actually technically difficult. That is.. except for the website...

The whole concept (if it is even enough to be called that) is simple but still, I want to make it nice-looking. Not cheap, although that is a fact.

And the prom... oh, the prom. If noone is bringing the $30 I'm gonna give it all up.

After I mass-murder all of them.

It's just a simple buffet and they're giving me hell for it. It's not worth the damn trouble for some (not all of them are) ingrates.

I should be doing my IAP report but I'm reading fanfiction and updating my blog. Shows how much I don't actually want to do it. I'm updating my blog!!

I'm getting fat. Don't know why people celebrate CNY. It kills you with calories.

Oh.. yeah... The Ang Paos...

;P
LYL

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Hey gals. Check this out. You will love it!!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=aEApBfREmUQ

;D
LYL

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I need to blog before this wierd mood runs out again. But dunno what to blog about.

Bought 2 new jeans - blue & brown. BLUE JEANS!!!! WOOHOO!!!

They are with Jie Ying though, cos she collected it for me tha day after I sent it for alteration.

I've got the preparations for the grad night almost all set and suddenly, we may not have it at all. Because some people just don't want to use some of their money to celebrate with everyone else.

I mean, come on, we all know we all must be dedicated in our line of work to survive, that money means a lot, and so does our time. But that doesn't mean you can't give some money to this once in a lifetime graduation.

Unless you want to get another diploma then go ahead.

Honestly if they are going to ruin my graduation party, I'll... ... Next time when I'm doing any projects I die-die won't use them.

Oh ya, bought a cute pink top also. $32. Erm... Don't think about it. (My money...) It was cute though.

Then... tomorrow going shopping with Ting, maybe JY, at Wisma. Dunno whether should go mani-pedi ebfore that. My mum got me an appointment long ago. Hm...

Hope tomorrow night not much work again.

I'm getting lazy. Getting used to not having work and wasting time. This is not good.

Damn. Website how?

:]
LYL

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We had nothing to do cos now my stupid video stopped exporting and we're rendering it again. There's about 2 hours more. Then after that I think have to export again. Another 3 hours.

So Ting and I made a llittle goodbye present for Jaryl.

She took a piece of tissue paper and I took the yellow pad I've been eyeing at Sammi, the producer's, table for super long. And we each wrote a message.

I don't know what she wrote. I didn't see. But I caught a glimpse of lips and 'Jaryl'.

I made a whole list about stupid stuff we remebered and asked him to remember, with the help of Ting.

Then Ting made an envelope and then came the 'act like his secret admirers' game.

We sneaked up to his room, bust a gut laughing trying to open the squeky door, asked David to hush, then Ting opened he door while I threw the letter in then we ran out.

Whew. So old school crush kind of thing.

Then we went back, almost died trying to open the door quietly again, peeked in and saw him reading the letter, which he took damn long to do so, (didn't know he was such a slow reader), then got bored and came back here.

TaDAAAAA!!!!

What an eventful morning!

:D
LYL

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Now have free time Ting has been asking me to blog so here I am. I have nothing to write actually. But when I say that, actually means I have a lot of crap that passes through my mind that will come out.

Like now.

And the moment I start writing Ting asks me to go for supper. We just had so much junk food from the Pasa Malam.

Need to go on diet again. Or at least excercise. CNY coming up. And our photoshoot.

Need to slim down to look good in new clothes.
Need a bigger ass. Cos no matter what bottoms I buy they never fit well anyway.
Need to have breast reduction. It is the most irritating thing in the world when the res fit perfectly except there.
Arms need to slim down.
Need money. Lots and lots of money.

Selling things on ebay. Not much and some I'm just trying my luck out see whether can sell.

Lost my phone. Replaced with a 2nd hand Nokia one that sucks.

Today is the last day of Jaryl's internship. Ting wants to kiss him.

Ok... Nothing. If I'm too bored again latr can type somemore.

:P
LYL

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Might as well post now when I'm still in-between my own worlds and happen to be on the net.

Supposed to have completed work by 0530hrs but I screwed up and eneded up making everybody stay till 0700hrs. Sorry guys. Owe you guys one.

I forgot to say I passed my NAPFA pretty long back.

Haven't posted pics in facebook for quite a while. Maybe... soon...

Eh...

Deakin offered e a 5 grand scholarship but I saw it too late. But it wouldn't have made much difference if I took a Swinburne 1.5 yr advanced standing. And I'll save a year. So I missed the dateline for the scholarship but let it go.

However, May not even be going overseas after all. I'm having second thoughts and I voiceed it and, you wouldn't believe this, my father threw back my idea that I gave him at the very beginning of the whole dabate a few months ago.

I'll work fisrt. See if I need the degree after. Most probably I won't. I dunno. A degree sounds very nice but it's a fact that it doesn't count for much when you can't do shit in the industry.

My feet stinks. It's been raining until my feet didn't dry properly.

:|
LYL