loh yen-lyng

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2008-06-10T23:22:00.003+08:00

Creepy cool music videos.

The first one that made an impression on me a long time ago. I think the MV was the thing that got me even interested in the song.

Another great one that pulled me deeper into the punk rock culture. Recommended by a penpal. Wonderful song.

Found a beautiful new one with a great lyrics. Really creepy puppet part.

There's a little creepy house
In a little creepy place
Little creepy town
In a little creepy world
Little creepy girl
With her little creepy face
Saying funny things that you have never heard

Do you know what it's all about
Are you brave enough to figure out
Know that you could set your world on fire
If you are strong enough to leave your doubts

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

She has a little creepy cat
And a little creepy bat
Little rocking chair and an old blue hat
That little creepy girl
Oh she loves to sing
She has a little gift
An amazing thing
With her little funny eyes of hazel
With her little funny old blue hat
She will go and set the world on fire
No one ever thought she could do that

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

Flitter up
and Hover down
Be all around
Be all around

You know that I love you, go on

Feel it
Breathe it
Believe it
And you'll be walking on air
Go try
Go fly
So high
And you'll be walking on air
You feel this
unless you kill this
Go on
And you're forgiven
I knew that
I could feel that
I feel like
I am walking on air

LYL

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2008-06-10T22:46:00.002+08:00

Found a funny Japanese vlogger:

Why isn't out McDonald's ever that cool?
We should really learn from Japan.

Remeber this one?

This is funny

While researching condom advertisements before for the video we made, I never saw this one:

2008-06-08T00:42:00.000+08:00

Beautiful preformances

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2008-06-07T23:40:00.001+08:00

So cool!!! The crowd!! Thsi si the audience I want to be in front of one day.

Don't know how or why. Just want to be.

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2008-06-07T23:01:00.003+08:00

These are the kind of performers who you would go and watch even though you've never heard of their songs.

I don't know what the heck he was saying but it was fun and moving and it just made me feel good.

It's such a rare find when you actually cry at a performance. When you don't feel only pure joy, excitement or anitcipation, but also sadness, despari and regret. Because those are the times that can push you to be a better person.

LYL

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2008-06-01T00:11:00.005+08:00

I went for the entrepreneurship workshop today. To say that I didn't learn anything is a lie. I did. But it didn't change my mindset. Mostly cos my mindset I feel is mostly set in the money-making form already.

Now it's whether to continue going for these workshops....

I want to be rich!!! And I'm finding ways of doing that.

They showed this video today and I don't know what it is about this video, but it just makes people feel.....

Inspired? Say, "I don't want to be like thema" or "I want to be like them"?

I don't know....

See for yourself.

Nee kurumi
Kono machi no keshiki wa kimi no me ni dou utsuru no?
Ima no boku wa dou mieru no?

Nee kurumi
Dare ka no yasashi sa mo hiniku ni kikoete shimaun da
Sonna toki wa doushitara ii?

Yokatta koto dake omoidashite
Yake ni toshioita kimochi ni naru
To wa ie kurashi no naka de
Ima ugokidasou toshite iru
Haguruma no hitotsu ni naranakute wa naa
Kibou no kazu dake shitsubou wa fueru
Sore demo asu ni mune wa furueru
"Donna koto ga okorun darou?"
Souzoushite mirun da yo

Nee kurumi
Jikan ga nani mo ka mo arai tsuresatte kurereba
Ikiru koto wa jitsu ni tayasui

Nee kurumi
Are kara wa ichidou mo namida wa nagashite nai yo
Demo honki de warau koto mo sukunai

Doko ka de kake chigaete kite
Kigatsukeba hitotsu amatta BOTAN
Onaji you ni shite dare ka ga moteamashita BOTANHOORU ni
Deau koto de imi ga dekita nara ii
Deai no kazu dake wakare wa fueru
Sore demo kibou ni mune wa furueru
Juujiro ni dekuwasu tabi
Mayoi mo suru darou kedo

Ima ijou o itsumo hoshigaru kuse ni
Kawaranai ai o motome utau
Soushite haguruma wa mawaru
Kono hitsuyou ijou no futan ni
GISHI GHISHI nibui oto o tate nagara
Kibou no kazu dake shitsubou wa fureru
Sore demo asu ni mune wa furueru
"Donna koto ga okorun darou?"
Souzoushite miyou
Deai no kazu dake wakare wa fueru
Sore demo kibou ni mune wa furueru
Hikikaeshi chaike nai yo ne
Susumou kimi no inai michi no ue e

I was personally so moved that I emo'ed the whole night. That is.. until I started watching youtube again....

But it makes you think how you want your life to be like. I don't want to end up living and hating my life just because of money. Or the lack thereof. It's not worth it.

So I wanna beat the system and get the money to work for me and then feel free to do whatever I want after that.

I have a whole plan set out that I am too lazy to put down here. But I have it in my notebook.

It starts today!!!

:)
LYL

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2008-05-30T19:30:00.001+08:00

Be tough, and don't give up...

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2008-05-27T23:59:00.005+08:00

I have been lazing around for the past couple of months so I thought it was about time to put a post up. Ahahha. THoug I will have to advertise this cos most would have already forgotten about my blog cos I never update it.

I'm bumming around till I get a job. And since I'm so bored, I'm taking up a few things to occupy myself during this time even though I would have to spend some precious money during for it.

QL just came back and reminded me that I have to wake up early for a photoshoot for her tomorrow. Technically today. Hm.... I should be sleeping.

I went to meet with a girl I met in front of NLB today. She was promoting the Cashflow workshop, which I had never heard of before, to me. It was created by the 'Rich Dad, Poor Dad' Author.

I am very good at embracing my role and being interested in whoever is talking to me. So, once again, my acting skills proved to be too good.

I paid $10 today for a workshop I was but merely slightly curious about. But since I went through so much trouble to get it....

I am convinced it is as she says, a workshop based around this board game by this author. But my parents keep telling me it's another MLM business. I am not dumb. and me instincts are better than they seem.

I made a bet with B-Gor to see whether I'm right. A 'KungFu Panda' movie ticket. Which... was the choice of my sis. Hm... cos I'm not interested in it...

And I'm taking up dance lessons for the month of June. ECNAD Education (A dance studio) was having a promotion where you paid $120 for the whole month to join any class for that month.

Of course they have to be beginner classes. SO I'm going for it. Might as well...

Erm... Oh YEAH!!! I forgot to mention one thing!!

I think I am getting too bored at home!!! I have actually started idolising again!! I mean I do that all the time but this time, it's another BOY BAND!!! AAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!

QL's fav group.... Their songs are not even that nice..... Sobs....

Though some of them do sing very well.

Well I mainly like them for their humurous personalities, their ability to make fun of themselves. That's pretty rare for a pretty boy group.

The most handsome.. Choi Siwon

The most attitude (and that's whyI like him).. Kim Heechul

I don't want to name all 13 because I am not so crazy and I do want to sleep tonight. But they're all actually very cute and nice. Their Youtube videos are always worth watching... Super Junior.

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2008-03-13T15:48:00.003+08:00

I'm Back!!!!

I actually woke up about an hour ago. But I slept at 4am. Hahah.

Too lazy to upload pics and blog at the same time, so go to my facebook profile!!

Thailand was such a fun experience. Maybe it was the going with girl friends and acting crazy that it was so much more fun. (Definitely cannot act crazy with your parents.) And we all had the same motive of shopping and bargaining. (Dad doesn't shop so he walks ahead and what a spoiler that is).

The Thais are more friendly than I ever rememeber them being. Actually, my previous trip I hardly spoke to any Thais. I think they are more open to 4 girls than to a whole family.

Bought too many things. S$450? I think I spent. But! most of it was for other people, not for myself. The most expensive purchase was the sea-shell cuff links for B-gor's b-day, which is today, which cost about S$41.

Bought 3 bags, 2 of which are white which are slightly stained by the stupid airport conveyor belts. Haven't washed them yet. The other one is a Bart Simpson one. Good buys. All around S$8-12.

Bought lots of clothes. I think about 10 pieces for me. Ahahah. And 2 shoes. Decided to just buy them since my yellow pair doed there. One ribbon dropped off.

2nd day, didn't manage to change my appointment with Jane, so had to rush off 10 minutes after meeting Zidov. But, no worries, I plan on returning again.

3rd and last night. I hadn't had me Pahd Thai I promised myself and JY was hungry. The BB cafe downstairs at our hotel (Baiyoke Boutique. Good place with friendly staff) so we went over to the Baiyok Sky in our pajamas. Hahah.

Turns out their restaurant was still open and we were the only ones there!! Uber cool experience.

I had my Pahd Thai and JY had a beef patty burger which is the best I've ever tasted. McDonald's go to hell! Never eating another burger from anywhere else (apart from Carl's Junior) ever again. I mean in Singapore. Not elsewhere.

I got a... Fried Vermicelli with Pork Salad that is now at near the top of my favourite things to eat in Thailand.

Oohhh!! I tried the fried bugs!! I bought the frogs cos they seemed less disgusting but a bit unnerving cos it was a whole tiny frog in the midst of jumping/swimming/whatever.

They were good but nobody wanted to share except JY so eat until sian. Hahah. The guy let us try a bit of grasshopper though. That was nice. TT freaked out when I held it to her face in the middle of 7-11. The whole store was staring.

Oh the first night also went for what Jane calls an animal show, the Thai Girl show. Like watching very practised, un-hot porn.

But it was amazing what they could do with the women's anatomy. The canon banana was amazing. The razor-blades eye-opening, the ribbons and flowers very pretty, the dance boring and the sex a turn-off.

We took tuk-tuks everywhere we went. Only took the MRT and BTS from Lumphinee where we were meeting ZD to Siam to meet Jane. Not worth it to take a tuk-tuk alone and the train was faster.

Next day went back to Siam with the girls to shop. We've decided that when going there, we will go to Platinum Mall and Pratunam (next to each other) first, then Siam to shop. Other places for fun only. Ganna chopped everywhere else.

But everything was fun and exciting!!! Check out the pics at my facebook profile.

Now, back to reality, sending in my resumes to some companies from fusion.

:D
LYL

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2008-03-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

Oooooooook.

I just won the other Jason Bourne Collection.

Which means I have 2 now.

Which means that I have just spent around S$200.

I am the best in the world.

Well. My budget's S$2000. Since I passed the S$1500 mark. I am going to buy my whole QAF set.

I am full of shit.

:)
LYL

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2008-03-03T01:58:00.002+08:00

I finally got my Jason Bourne Collection. WT and JA were there with me (in the 21st century sense) when it happened. So was QL.

Great job everybody!!!!!

Muhahahahaha. At least QL.

I got smart after the first bidding where I lost out by 1 measley cent and raise my bidding price from USD46.01 to USD56.53.

It worked. Stupid guy tried to outbid me in the last 20 secs man. But I got the set for 51.56!!! or 53. Whatever. I got it!!!!

Such a shopoholic.

Was telling Pearl and DH recently that I don't really want to be. But those who actually read this blog will know who are the culprits who made me what I am, in part. (Ehem. It's you.)

Spent about $100 that day getting a skirt, shirt, and DVDs. Some I bought on a whim. The DVDs I mean. And I had a $20 voucher.

I look forward to and dread my Bangkok and Thailand trips. I am paying for myself, you know.

I guess I just give such things to myself to make my life a bit more interesting.

Ok. Gonna sleep. NIGHT!!!

:)
LYL

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2008-02-29T00:11:00.005+08:00

Believe it or not, this video gives me inspiration in the non-'i-wanna-jump-that-guy' sense. I want to make people watch and go 'wow' everytime they watch it. Like I do everytime I watch this.

And I think if this show wasn't gay and hot, I'd so totally diss it. When it is not confronting gay issues head on, it really is such a bloody soap opera I never know why I bother with it.

Oh yah... the blond hottie, Randy Harrison.

Ok! So he was a bit effeminate here but! I really respect him as a guy for being comforatable being effeminate. Of course Peter Paige is great too.

Try that on for size straight men.

Then the other hottie who doens't have any hot shots in this stupid video, Gale Harold. I love him cos, honestly, he is brave AND hot.

Oh oh...that guy who plays Ben too. Eh... Robert Gant.

Watch season 3... I think. Damn he has a hot bod.

And I'll be very honest, This next video is one of the many that make me wanna do what I wanna do.

I love laughing at people.

Another reason why I want to be a director u=is to make such shows. Because you can just slap people with them.

Woohoo....!! I found a cool vid of behind the scenes!!

And I don't care what you think but I watch these to see how the CREW works.

This next one is funny. Cock-load (pun intended) of homo jokes. Catch the one where Cody says "Fucking faggots!!" and Randy pretends to want to fight him. "Did you just call me 'faggots'?"

In case you don't get it, Randy one of the 2 of the main cast who is gay in real life as well as in the show.

I think you've had enough gay stuff for now. I need to start watching and stop wasting my time blogging.

So many hot gay men to watch, so little time.

;P
LYL

P.S. I forgot my fav funny moment.

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2008-02-16T16:14:00.002+08:00

Well, yesterday was the last day of IAP.

Honestly, I don't know whether I'm sad or not. I got so used to working there and going there without worrying about school.

Luckily we've been talking about getting ready for Fusion from a few weeks before so the return of reality isn't as jarring as it could have been.

I think the whole preparation for the show will be more tedious than actually technically difficult. That is.. except for the website...

The whole concept (if it is even enough to be called that) is simple but still, I want to make it nice-looking. Not cheap, although that is a fact.

And the prom... oh, the prom. If noone is bringing the $30 I'm gonna give it all up.

After I mass-murder all of them.

It's just a simple buffet and they're giving me hell for it. It's not worth the damn trouble for some (not all of them are) ingrates.

I should be doing my IAP report but I'm reading fanfiction and updating my blog. Shows how much I don't actually want to do it. I'm updating my blog!!

I'm getting fat. Don't know why people celebrate CNY. It kills you with calories.

Oh.. yeah... The Ang Paos...

;P
LYL

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2008-02-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

Hey gals. Check this out. You will love it!!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=aEApBfREmUQ

;D
LYL

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2008-02-04T00:21:00.001+08:00

I need to blog before this wierd mood runs out again. But dunno what to blog about.

Bought 2 new jeans - blue & brown. BLUE JEANS!!!! WOOHOO!!!

They are with Jie Ying though, cos she collected it for me tha day after I sent it for alteration.

I've got the preparations for the grad night almost all set and suddenly, we may not have it at all. Because some people just don't want to use some of their money to celebrate with everyone else.

I mean, come on, we all know we all must be dedicated in our line of work to survive, that money means a lot, and so does our time. But that doesn't mean you can't give some money to this once in a lifetime graduation.

Unless you want to get another diploma then go ahead.

Honestly if they are going to ruin my graduation party, I'll... ... Next time when I'm doing any projects I die-die won't use them.

Oh ya, bought a cute pink top also. $32. Erm... Don't think about it. (My money...) It was cute though.

Then... tomorrow going shopping with Ting, maybe JY, at Wisma. Dunno whether should go mani-pedi ebfore that. My mum got me an appointment long ago. Hm...

Hope tomorrow night not much work again.

I'm getting lazy. Getting used to not having work and wasting time. This is not good.

Damn. Website how?

:]
LYL

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2008-01-24T04:39:00.000+08:00

We had nothing to do cos now my stupid video stopped exporting and we're rendering it again. There's about 2 hours more. Then after that I think have to export again. Another 3 hours.

So Ting and I made a llittle goodbye present for Jaryl.

She took a piece of tissue paper and I took the yellow pad I've been eyeing at Sammi, the producer's, table for super long. And we each wrote a message.

I don't know what she wrote. I didn't see. But I caught a glimpse of lips and 'Jaryl'.

I made a whole list about stupid stuff we remebered and asked him to remember, with the help of Ting.

Then Ting made an envelope and then came the 'act like his secret admirers' game.

We sneaked up to his room, bust a gut laughing trying to open the squeky door, asked David to hush, then Ting opened he door while I threw the letter in then we ran out.

Whew. So old school crush kind of thing.

Then we went back, almost died trying to open the door quietly again, peeked in and saw him reading the letter, which he took damn long to do so, (didn't know he was such a slow reader), then got bored and came back here.

TaDAAAAA!!!!

What an eventful morning!

:D
LYL

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2008-01-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

Now have free time Ting has been asking me to blog so here I am. I have nothing to write actually. But when I say that, actually means I have a lot of crap that passes through my mind that will come out.

Like now.

And the moment I start writing Ting asks me to go for supper. We just had so much junk food from the Pasa Malam.

Need to go on diet again. Or at least excercise. CNY coming up. And our photoshoot.

Need to slim down to look good in new clothes.
Need a bigger ass. Cos no matter what bottoms I buy they never fit well anyway.
Need to have breast reduction. It is the most irritating thing in the world when the res fit perfectly except there.
Arms need to slim down.
Need money. Lots and lots of money.

Selling things on ebay. Not much and some I'm just trying my luck out see whether can sell.

Lost my phone. Replaced with a 2nd hand Nokia one that sucks.

Today is the last day of Jaryl's internship. Ting wants to kiss him.

Ok... Nothing. If I'm too bored again latr can type somemore.

:P
LYL

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2007-12-19T08:02:00.000+08:00

Might as well post now when I'm still in-between my own worlds and happen to be on the net.

Supposed to have completed work by 0530hrs but I screwed up and eneded up making everybody stay till 0700hrs. Sorry guys. Owe you guys one.

I forgot to say I passed my NAPFA pretty long back.

Haven't posted pics in facebook for quite a while. Maybe... soon...

Eh...

Deakin offered e a 5 grand scholarship but I saw it too late. But it wouldn't have made much difference if I took a Swinburne 1.5 yr advanced standing. And I'll save a year. So I missed the dateline for the scholarship but let it go.

However, May not even be going overseas after all. I'm having second thoughts and I voiceed it and, you wouldn't believe this, my father threw back my idea that I gave him at the very beginning of the whole dabate a few months ago.

I'll work fisrt. See if I need the degree after. Most probably I won't. I dunno. A degree sounds very nice but it's a fact that it doesn't count for much when you can't do shit in the industry.

My feet stinks. It's been raining until my feet didn't dry properly.

:|
LYL

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2007-11-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

131107: Linkin Park was GREAT!!!
161107: My birthday was wonderful. Check out pictures in my Facebook Account.
171107: I find out that I feel like jumping and screaming my lungs out and waving my arm when I listen to any Linkin Park song or rock song.
231107: I finish my 2nd showreel.
261107: First day of my official internship.

So today was my 2nd day and it turns out it's a half day because the company has a private function and let us off at 1500hrs. I actually planned to come home to do some work but EJ and gang was over. So I took the rest of the day taking care of the kid. But he's learning fast. He can string more words together now to form phrases. And his words are getting clearer.

Ben called me today to ask me if I wanted to take on a freelance screenwriter job for some children stuff that his boss is working on. (He's also on internship, I forgot where.) That reminds me. I have to ask more people.

;P
LYL

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2007-11-25T16:28:00.001+08:00

:)
LYL

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2007-11-14T16:23:00.000+08:00

Friday is my birthday. Looking forward to the steamboat dinner. The Manias, my 0504 pals, are gonna celebrate most prob on Sunday. I dunno if I should arrange a date with my secondary school friend whom I haven't seen in a while.

I want to let them know I still remember them, even for the lack of the communication.

Kor's bringing home a girl on Friday. It turns out, she's younger than me by about 1 1/2 months. He almost expected me to call her 'jie'. Hey, as much as I respect respect, she's younger than me.

She's actually '89 and I'm '88 but we're the same year cos it's just a day, she she joined the '88 batch.

I don't expect her to act so. I act childish but, in my opinion, people are too uptight. Laughing, simling, acting how you want is the way of life.

I still apply decorum, just when needed. But no one said you can't retain your smiles through that.

;P
LYL

141107 1608

2007-11-14T16:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of the best days ever!!!! I went for the coolest concert! Linkin Park rocks!!!

We reached around 8 but the concert didn't start till around 9pm. Qiu and I amused ourselves with spotting shuaige's and playing games and laughing at stupid things. Kor slept. Haha.

And then they started.

It was... some were a bit slow starting. I mean, we're in a god-damned ROCK CONCERT. Did they really expect to sit throughout? Some only rose after the band told them to.

Disgraceful. Absolutely disgraceful.

I was up from the 2nd song and from there everything just escalated.

But it was real stupid when the slow songs came and half the stadium sat down. So typically Singaporean.

Linkin Park put on an amazing show and I think a lot of it, aprt from the music ofcourse, was the lights. They burst up and went low in synch with the music and that really hyped the crowd up.

I lost my voice halfway through and my right arm ached from lifting it up for so long. Haha. It was well worth it though.

To be honest, MCR is gonna have a hard time next month. But... nah... I think I'll still love them no matter what.

I get a chance to pass something to them as apparently Qiu's friend got chosen in the Black Parade dress up thing. So he'll be meeting them backstage on the day of the concert.

I can't say I'd die to be in his position. I, like my sis, wouldn't know what to do if we actually went up to someone who who scream, swoon, drool, squeal and do many other sill things over.

Cos it's exactly that, silly. A lot of it is for fun and just to get into the 'fan mode'. I'd rather meet them as a professional.

So, with the connection I have, I'll most prob just pass a note to them.

It's not a 'Here's my number. Call me.' or, even worse, a 'OH MY GODDDDDD!! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!! I WOULD DIE FOR YOU!!! note. Cos I'd laugh if I ever saw such a note, much less it be addressed to me.

I'll let them know that I'm grateful for the moments their music gave me. That's it. Cos I really am.

:)
LYL

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2007-11-13T16:12:00.000+08:00

Counting down the minutes till we have to leave for the Linkin Park concert. Thinking of what to wear and whether i can sneak in a short snort nap before I have to get ready.

Gonna have dinner first. Picking up my kor and mummy respectively then going to eat at Kallang. Then after they drop us off, dad and mum will go shopping wherever they can actually shop there.

I hope there's good food. If I'm gonna eat, I'm gonna eat good. that's kinda why my diet is going downhill. After the slimming, you just don't want to get back to counting the calories in your head every moment. It's honestly very tiring. And you can't think about other foods too much either. Which is why, me hungry= me thinking about food= me eating.

No self-control at all.

I bought a cubix for $2 at Outram Park one of the days last week when we went out for lunch. I did 2 and a 1/2 sides. I took some pics on my hp (yes, I am immensely proud of it), but i just sent it for repair today. Finally. It keeps switching off on it's own. I have to collect it in 3 days.

Luckily I didn't go to the one at Wisma. There's one here at Toh Guan, which is a 5-10 mins bus-ride away. Eh... Actually I did a lot of things when I didn't update. But too lazy to type them all down in detail like I usually do.

Went Malaysia, bought 1-week-pay worth of stuff. Only 3 items, actually. 1 long-sleeved top, 1 jacket-like something, and 1 imitation Dior sunglasses. All pics in my hp. Over ate, but still craving for the food we ate.

Showreel done. Only wensite and namecard left. Good luck to moi.

;P
LYL

071107 1718

2007-11-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

I'll make this a short one cos I can't keep bitching about transcribing and sitting at one place so long to listen and type and then turn around and type a long post.

I haven't been posting for quite a while now and I thought now is a good time as any since, if I'm gonna sit here and type, I'm sore all over, give me 15 minutes to type this.

My shoulders are pretty stiff but I don't feel it. I know because I can feel it blocking the blood to my head so that the back of my head to my forehead tingles in slight pins and needles. Not exaggerating. I'm kinda sensitive to what my body feels.

The plan to drink a cup of beer (which is free here amxaudio (where we're temporarily situated because it's too cramped at Infinite) is not really working that much. I only got half a mug cos I get red easily. OH NO! Extra stiffness.

I love this job. I just don't like how it makes my body sore.

Thank the Indian Gods tomorrow is Deepavali.

:)
LYL

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2007-10-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

Oh I forgot to mention outher things that happened today. I drove to the airport right. Very well, if I do say so myself. Until we were on the long straight road near the airport and.... I think I didn't check my blind spot. Well anyway, apparently I cut in front quite close to this black... dunno what car. The one that looks like a jeep but is not.

He was horning me but I didn't hear. Nobody in our car did, apparently, pathetic wheez that it was.

It was until I turned back that I realised he was actually blasting his horn at me. But, what could I do, the damage was done. So I drove on and overtook the van ahead of me, which was the reason I swtiched lanes in the first place.

This bloody phony Jeep came up beside me and swerved right so I had to swerve along to avoid him.

My father blasted the horn at him. Yes. My father. I just drove on. Didn't feel much but that brief muted flash of panic when he swerved, actually. Gone as fast as it came. It helped that everyone was feeling indignant and panicky for me. Haha. I'm always the most calm in the middle of that, cos, why spread the panic?

My dad and B-gor were saying that they would have chased him down if they were driving. But, if they were driving in the first place, it wouldn't have happened.

Not my first brush with danger as a licensed driver (and definitely not the last), but certainly the most intense and exciting.

Went to the food centre at East Coast after T3. I forgot what it's called. But the food was nice. Certainly cheaoer than Popeye's too.

;P
LYL

281007 2242

2007-10-28T22:42:00.001+08:00

:D
LYL

271007 2224

2007-10-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

I found the Sony Bravia advertisements indirectly and they are absolutely adorable.

At first I thought they were all composited. This paragraph is actually overwritten after I watched it carefully. Did they really do this? I would have liked to have been there...

And this is so cool. I wonder how they did it. Were they composited? Maybe not all but could they really have done that?

They are simply 2 of the most simply pleasant and wonderfully beautiful ads that snare your attention because you just can't look away.

Tomorrow we're going for the last shoot for my short short film. Finally. It will be at Hougang at 1330. I kinda miss filmmaking. This short couple of hours will hopefully kinder my fire again and help me get rolling into a few new projects, personal or otherwise.

I am also going to move my Screenplayer blog to blogspot as I will no longer be a member or Screenplayer come 1st Nov because of the changes they are making to the site.

:)
LYL

281007 1544

2007-10-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

Today I went to the preview of Changi Aripot's T3 preview and I took loads of pictures. It was certainly a thrill to walk freely (mostly) around the place where you normally wouldn't be allowed to enter unless you are arriving our departing. It looks bigger, I expect, than when filled to the brim with people.

Very big, light and airy feel, with all the natural light. But I must say, apart from that, the architecture was quite... blah. Nothing really fantastic enough to impress, certainly.

But I'll let you see as much as you can see from a few pictures below. The rest can be found in my Facebook account in their own album.

I caught this photo while they were looking out at the empty runways.

Then we tried emo-ing and acting like rockstars.
:D
LYL

261007 0021

2007-10-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

I was watching videos on Youtube and sometimes I just have nothing to do. So I typed in 'Gay'.

Hey. Not all of it is porn.

There's this real funny comedian. Not the best, but she's funny enough. And a gal, so I was curious when I saw the title. Watch it:

Margaret Cho - Gay Men Jokes

So I saw this other title and, please, how could I resist?

Pretty Boys III

Hai.... It's not that they're gay. Please. They really are very pretty. Girls that pretty are sluts. Guys that pretty are... wow.

;)
LYL

251007 0031

2007-10-25T00:31:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, I wanted to say that I've started training for NAPFA. I really don't know if I can last till and throughout, but I;ve decided to try.

Went running yesterday, well, the day before actually. Going again today. Maybe by myself in the afternoon or maybe in the morning with my sis before she goes to school.

My muscles are tighter than usual, as after every real exercise session. BUt the stupid thing is that NAPFA requires you be loose enough to reach beyind your toes too. It's a very stupid scheme, let me tell you. It's such an ugly mark on the transcript which, although nobody will look at, is so bothersome.

I have the best academic record since my lower primary school days and I don't want a NAPFA: FAIL on there.

Well, it gives me an excuse to exercise. But I just wish it wouldn't give such an ugly result.

We ran 3 rounds, half of the supposed 2.4km and Ting gave up halfway. Hahah. I even had a call around then from Sherry. She let me pant through the phone while she talked. Then we went to the gym but we did all leg exercises. I did some crunches but nothing much.

Tomorrow, when I go to the gym at Gombak, hopefully I'll complete a 2.4km or work more thoroughly on my body. Maybe I'll take the treadmill's stamina regime.

Swinburne asked me for my portfoliw, btw. I've gotta send it in to the IDP office. Luckily Jean Anne helped me make a few copies of CDS of our works that day.

;P
LYL

241007 1553

2007-10-24T15:53:00.000+08:00

It occurred to me that I haven't been reporting on what is really important to me. Mainly cos I forget. I'm not very good a such things....

My siblings, not including my draggy older sister, and I have tickets for the upcoming Linkin Park concert and My Chemical Romance Concert.

The LP tickets are a $128 each, which made my heart ache for me daddy. I'm a cheapskate. I totally admit. But I always said that there are a few people that I would absolutely attend thir concerts for if they ever came. LP and MCR are within the Top 5.

That... ok, yeah. It does release the ache a very very tiny bit.

But $128!!!!

At least MCR was $85 each. We wanted the free-standing $95 ones but.... I think I'll be seeing an anonymous guy's shoulders instead of the much anticipated Gerald's face, instead.

At last I get to attend rock concerts. And 2 that I really love, too.

I still haven't gotten the souveniors. I don;t really want to intrude on the rare quality time that they have cos King kor's always working. I can always get it when FP ka is feeling lonely again. Or needs the car. Hahah.

I'm part of the Fusion committee, I don't think I've ever mentioned that here. But anyway, those of you reading would know.

Now I have hardly anything to do anyway. I can only suggest ideas and comment on the current one. I don't really want to say 'I don't like that' cos I don't come up with any to replace them. But I have thought of an idea to support it. Gonna post it on the forum. I've added the link on the side. Go see, ok? Comment on anything. I know you guys are not in the committee but we need ideas. The theme is Training.

I think I had something else to say but I can't remember. Should be something else important in my own weird way.

;P
LYL

221007 1934

2007-10-22T19:19:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow going to school for a discussion, some editing (dunno for what yet), and to go to the gym. Supposed to go today but I woke up at 2pm. Then ate an egg tart and drank some milo and was super full. So waited until 4 plus to ask me dad to go to the gym but he said we were going to pick my sisters up for dinner.

So I'm super full right now.

There's another Fusion meeting tomorrow night too. Come to think of it, I have nothing to show for it. Better get cracking.

;P
LYL

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2007-10-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!

I've got some really cool souveniours. Actually, I haven't got it yet. But I have it. I can't say where and what but.....

Don't worry, those of you who read this blog either know it already or will have it rubbed in your face reeeeeeaaaaaaaal soon.

BD```
LYL

201007 2313

2007-10-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

So I have just finished bathing, have some problems starting up this laptop and here I cam blogging. I just couldn't wait!!! Oh. My. God!!!

I just came back from the last fight of The Contender that will be held in Singapore. The final match will be held in Las Vegas. And the match was UBER COOL!!! It was cooler than Wednesday's fight!!!

I brought Qiu instead cos DH couldn't go in the end. So never mind man. Cheering is cooler with your sis.

I won't say who the 2 fighting were - what's the fun in that? I know many others would be blogging about it but I won't flout the discretion rules. It's more fun that way.

QL and I each chose a side but actually I was supporting both. QL was supporting Blue and the photographer, who is now here new idol. Lawrence-something. Red won, of course (I was supporting him). But it was sooooooo close!!!

I loved Blue too. He lost by just 1 point. 1 point. It was the greatest fight ever!!!! They were both great fighters. But the Blue supporters spoilt it somewhat, booing the Red when the winner was announced.

I mean, come one. It's a fight. A close one. A fair one. And it was just a 1 point difference. They were both freindly with each other and Blue, although upset enough to cry, I think, was amiable about it.

So we went down the stands and tried to catch them.

Red roared us up a bit and.....

I ALMOST GOT HIS BOXERS!!!!!!!!!! He threw it up and it was right above me! It was MINE!!!! Then.... I was too short. This idiot of a guy grabbed it away from me. But we touched both fighters!!! MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

The hands that touched them.

Take that Serene!!!!

We asked King-kor, who got us the passes to get us in (which we are gonna frame up. Well, at least I am.)

I can't turn the pic but....

These are the people that Blue smiled at!!!!!

I love them!!! I mean the fighters. Well, love the 2 above, too.

I asked King kor to get us autographs. Or boxers. Hahhahahahahaha.......

But he most probably won't anyway. Hahhaa. But we still love him for the tickets. It's such perks that we take care of their kids for. HEhehe!!!

LYL

191007 2304

2007-10-19T22:52:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is the last day of the short internship with Infinite Frameworks. I quite like it there. But I admit the only reason it's sian is because it ends too late to have dinner with EJ. Haha.

Ting posted a stupid blog post while we were waiting for Nisah, the Post-pro supervisor (i think). Check it out. I helped out too.

Tomorrow going for the last Fight Night to choose the 2nd Finalist for The Contender. I'm going with Duan Hua, my secondary school friend. I had a dream about her last night. Well, her and my other secondary school friends. But it was after thinking that I should be spending more time with those friends I'm neglecting.

Sorry, peeps. Those who wanted to go. I can only bring 2, including moi. I would have brought a family member to even it out but none wanted to go. Hai...

But I'm not confirmed if I can even go. I'll have to ask Nisah.

;P
LYL

121007 2203

2007-10-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

I'm dying. I think it's the overload of food these few days. It was a warning. Today, it hurt real bad after dinner. I think it's indigestion. Hai.... My diet plan is failing more and more everyday.

I managed to feed EJ half a packet of bee hoon and all his fishcake!!!

EZ smiled and laughed and talked to me today while his brother lay next to him pretending to sleep and hugging and kissing him.

Pa, Ma, and Qiu went off to Genting and Ka and B-gor sent FP Ka and the s home. So right now, I'm alone in the house with Aunite Tini. Oh, all the evils I can commit...

Like clearing my facebook notifications and waiting for FP Ka to take her turn in Scrabble that I am finally playing, updating my blogs, reading fanfiction, checking my mails. Etc.

Tomorrow I'm going to attend Fight Night of The Contender which is a reality series on Thai boxing. It is also the one that I will be working on for my attachment in Infinite Frameworks. Coincidentally, King kor is working on it too, as one of the gaffers, thus the admission on tickets. I'm going with my kor-kor. YEAH!!! Brother-Sister outing!! Haven't had one in so long!!

I'm also going for more than one reason than to see people kick their noses open. But that is work-related, so read in my Screenplayer blog!

Sunday I am going with Jean Anne to Orchard Hotel for IDP Study in Australia Open Day. Bring down copies of your academics and they can book a place for you in the University straight away!!

I actually already applied via net to Deakin. But my dad asked me to apply for more. And look for some in Sydney too, as my cousin is staying there. My uncle and auntie want permanant residencies.

My mum does too. But I'm not sure if she's serious. She won't tell me out right. I ask her if she wants, so that I can plan. She says that I just have to think about what I want. Don't need to do it for her. And I one person what's the use? She needs at least 2 (50% of 4 children) and why do you need to plan?

I wouldn't even be considering going there if not for her saying she wants to be a PR there. My younger sister still ahs a chance of going and of course I need to plan!! This is another 3 years of my life after my University studies there!! I need at least 5 to bring them over. And I have to plan ahead and ready myself for 5 years of utter independence!

If she wasn't my mother, I would have asked how dare she.

Well, off to do my other works. I ahev to prepare for Sunday too!!

;P
LYL

111007 1249

2007-10-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

I actually wanted to post an entry on the woderful lunch I'm having. Then I saw this video on the main page pf blogger.

It's suh a wonderful project. I have added the link on the side ofmy page where you can go to the blog.

I found another video.

And I'm going to stop thinking or reading it so that my lunch won't taste that bland.

To help me along, here is what I ahve to say aout my lunch:

It's leftovers from last night's feast of a dinner but Asian food always taste better overnight. Well, mostly.

I have Ikea beefballs with the jam. This is one of the greatest delicacies. I have Sambal cuttlefish and chicken and another chicken and I think Mutton Rendang and Petai with Ikan Bilis. And warm, leftover rice.

Heaven

:d
LYL

2007-10-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

I spotted this on the side of my page where I have put a reel of YouTube videos concerning a range of tags, including filmmaking and homosexuality. For right now, in terms of way of life and moral issues, I am pretty passionate about both.

I caught a short film about homosexuality (which was ok, from another filmmaker's POV) and it led me to carefully inspect the line of videos there. You shold to. They're pretty interesting. I found another one:

He's funny. What I like about his speech is the way he spoke. Very matter-of-factly, which it was. If it were me, I'd have been trying to control my agitation at trying to get what I wsa feeling out so people could understand. He did his research too, and spoke very simply of them, so that even the people who oppose can understand.

Then I followed the thread and came up with this. And I thought The West Wing was boring. I loved the scene he made!

I found many other interesting ones that I haven't even watched yet but are waiting in my playlist. It consists of arguments for and against homosexuality. I want to understand the views from the opposite side. Sometimes, I can understand them. I mean that in a general debate, not one about homosexuality. For that, no one has yet given me an acceptable argument.

It puzzles me how people can hate others so strongly, not even people, a mere concept, which they don't even know about, and they have no reason to hate, with substantial argument to place against it.

Even to that concept, I can realize, that people just love to hate.

See, I can see sense in something I don't agree with. Can't everybody else?

I agree totally with the point John Corvino made with people hating people for loving.

That notion itself is bloody damn idiotic. I like the one about religion too, how he used religion to his advantage without directly insulting the bible. I do't mind saying that sometimes I lie awake and ponder about why people hate people for who they love. (I did that a couple of days after I saw the headlines on the newspaper about making it illegal for PDA between same-sex couples is still banned because 7/10 of the people still 'frown upon' it.) And I come up with the whole debate. I have always struggled with the religion part. But those concern my views on religion, which I will maybe talk about in the next post. But it will be pretty complicated because... I'll not spoil it.

Why they don't consent same-sex marraige yet I can understand, because a government does what the majority wants in a democracy. But if the leaders themselves are doing it for selfish reasons - leaders, in such cases, should not ahve any discrimination already, and if they do, should discredit them - then that is unacceptable.

I go back to the article I mentioned earlier. How many people did they survey? I never trust such surveys. That group of hundred or how many could have contained the most anti-gay people then the hundred beside them. You base our country and the happiness of people on that?

Here's something else I found funny.

I didn't even last the whole way through the video. I understand his loyalty to his ancestors but if they can't know them, you can't know them. Take in mind, we are discussing morals of people a thousand years dead whom we will never meet.

I'm Chinese. I know how the thinking of Asians, especially, can bring people up hating and fearing these things. My father and mother hate it. I don't.

And using laws that you don't even bother to think about except when you want to kill somebody for loving someone isn't helping much.

I have lots more to say. But I've exhuasted everybody, including myself.

:|
LYL

071007 2253

2007-10-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

It's been a trying couple of weeks but this entry proves that I have survived. Congratulate me, people. I live.

Now, with significantly less things on my, I'm able to worry fully about trying to master Final Cut Pro by Wednesday, when I'll be attatched to Infinite Frameworks for less than a week. After that, it's another bout of trying to figure out what to do, then another attatchment week, figuring, then full 3 months of attatchment.

Refer to my Screenplayer blog for more details.

I'm excited for the experience I'll be gaining. I know it'll be a gruelling test of my passion against physical hard work but I'm sure the passion will win out. I'm not giving up my eye bags and rings for nothing!!

:D
LYL

280907 1747

2007-09-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

I came upon this website - Celebrific.com - with the photo of Ben Affleck and Matt Damon. And they asked who was hotter. (http://www.celebrific.com/you-tell-me-whos-hotter-matt-damon-or-ben-affleck/)

I mean, this aren't the most flattering pictures of Matt Damon - he's only he's hottest in Bourne - but is this mocking Affleck? This are some of the worst pictures of him! Even compared to Damon's worst!!

I'm being partial here. Matt Damon looks ok. But put Ben Affleck next to him and his the most gorgeous man you've ever seen.

Disgraceful.

But to be honest, Matt Damon is one of the very very few - actually, I think he's the first, if not second, because I cannot remember one prior - that I admire for his acting abilities.

I watched Bourne Identity and the most I went was, "Cool..."

But after, I watched The Good Shepherd and it was, "SHIT COOL!"

Comparing the performances, Bourne is cool. Mother is Hot.

Another thing that attracts me apart from beauty is the talent. And that role in Good Shepherd was one of the most raw talent I've seen.

But I must say, after that, I had a whole new respect for Angelina Jolie too. I think I recognised her only in the 3rd or 4th shot of her in close-up. De Niro was not bad in there either. They all held themselves so differently from their usual roles. I'm digging through old movies to catch things I was too blind to miss before.

;)
LYL

270907 0140

2007-09-27T01:39:00.000+08:00

God I am so desperate. I have to get a boyfriend soon.

I have a new idol, Matt Damon. And it's so typical of me to choose one already takn. Pathetic of me to try and prevent my heart from breaking when seeing a caption saying 'Matt Damon and his lovely wife...'.

Pathetic.

Worse still, I have to argue with myself that the picture they make while taking a walk is really sweet or not. ARGH!!!

If one is not gay the other is taken.

And I always hated that stupid phrase but it is just so true.

Not like anyone I've chosen so far is really attainable in anyway (another tick for miserability), but I swear if the one reasonable guy I fall for and is within my grasp is either one of that, (by taken, I mean married) I'll go lesbian.

Not really. But I guess I'll just take them into a larger consideration.

But Matt Damon is so totally cool.

And, to me, he's not even a pretty boy. He's not the usual I would go for, that's for sure. But I guess it has something to do with me loving the gay Randy Harrison in the first place.

Between

and

I think you can see what I mean.

Changing my target from Gay to Married is not an improvement. Though Tiff was rather relieved that he's my first straight idol in a while. At least the top one. I do love a man that strikes me as cute/handsome/beautiful, whether straight or gay. I just had an obsession with Queer as Folk, and thus, Randy Harrison and the gay characters for a while.

And too bad that the courage I value for coming out to the world is for homosexuals only. If straight guys can impress me with courage they are pretty rare.

;)

LYL

170907 2242

2007-09-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

I haven't applied for Deakin and even after, I'm not even sure if I can get in. But the anxiety and sadness is still creaping in. I should be feeling excited but I can't help it. I'll be leaving so many things behind.

EJ and EZ are at this young period where it depends on whether I'll be there or not. And Ka is going to have a baby sometimes next year too. I'll miss all that!! NO!!!!!! This really overrides all the excitement of the opportunities that'll be opened to me.

Refer to my Screenplayer blog for that side of stuff.

I actually cried thinking about leaving. Of course it'll be exciting go to such an unfamiliar place with so many thigns to explore! To mae a new start and new friends! But it's so scary at the same time! No one I know (except maybe Jean Anne may be going too) will be there. It'll be so different from a holiday when you know that in a few days, you'll be flying home to everything and everybody again and that everything you do is just enjoyment and will have no real impact on your life but to have a greater time! And you really don't have to think about what I'm gonna do for dinner. How this will save me a coupla more dollars to last me throughout the week.

I said I'd always love the independence. It's a way to prove myself. But what I never said, though I did confess to myself, is that I know it'd be hard. And (although part of why I'll love it is the difficulty - I'm a masochist that way) if I think about it too hard and much, I'll be terrified.

I'll get through it because I know I can. I can prove myself through the experience. I want to push myself to my limits and I know I'll come out better the other side. It's sort of like a training I know I need. Though I know when it comes to the experience itself, it's a love-hate relationship.

I'll be applying soon. After the 21st, which is when our previous semester's results will be out, according to Jean Anne, who told me a little to late. I already have an official transcript from my school, which cost me $5.35. But it doesn't contain the results of the revious sem. So I'm waiting
to see if the new results will bring up or down my aggregate. Hahah. If it's up I'll just ay $5.35 more. (Although I'm still half hoping not to get in. Hm.... I'll get overit soon.)

;P
LYL

160907 1715

2007-09-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

I forgot what we were talking about today to lead to this particular topic but it did. And it ended as quickly as it started.

I think I was reminding one of my parents once again about dipping their food into too much sauce. And then my dad said something along the lines of, "See, if we ever attempt suicide one day, she'll be the one to pull the knife away from us."

So I said, "Yah, but you will pull it back anyway and still cut yourself."

It ended there.

I was thinking that if they were really in a bad mood or just not wanting to listen, my dad'd say, "Don't believe everything they tell you. A little cut won't kill you." and my mum would say, "Don't talk to me like that, ok? I'm your mother." and slice, dissatisfied, frowning all the way.

And they say I'm obnoxious and inappropriate.

:P
LYL

130907 1657

2007-09-13T23:42:00.001+08:00

It's been a kind of hectic lull. I don't know what to do with myself. Projects to do that are not being done (refer to my Screenplayer blog). I have an almost constant headache and an even more constant backache. Who ever said excercise makes your body feel better?
So I've decided this will be another blog I will update alongside my Screenplayer one, which is about my life as a budding-filmmaker. This one will eb more personal and used as a medium of sorts to bring others to the less known Ning webpages. I'm just more established there.
I don't know how or when my blog page is going to be set up. Qiu (my sis) is to help me. I think she has it half-done, but I haven't the urgent need to go look at it. I don't even have a solid idea anyway. It may remain the way it is now. I'm a simpleton. A gorgeous, beautiful one, but one nevertheless.
Links will be placed to link you guys to my other pages like my Ning pages and Facebook cos there is no point uploading pictures and information twice. I'll choose whichever webs I like more for their strong points and use each individually. I havea problem of just sticking to one. It's never worked before.
Now I'll go update the rest of my stuff. Watch out peeps!

;P
LYL

010907 1329

2007-09-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

It's my first blog post!!! Yeah!!! After this, witht the help of my dear sis, I'm gonna change the look of it. Cos I'm a computer idiot that way!!
I have other blogs but this is gonna be my HEADQUATERS!! Everything will branch out from here. Get ready peeps!!

;P
LYL